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Wednesday, February 16, 2011
 There are no words, to paint a picture of you Your eyes, those curves, it's like you're from some other world You walk my way, oh God is so frustrating. So why do I disappear when you come near, It makes me feel so small, Why do I blow my lines, most every time, Like I got no chance at all, If I could be your superwoman, I'd bring you to the stars and back again. 'cause everytime you touched my hand, You feel my powers running through your veins. But I can only write this song, And tell you that I'm not that strong. It aint no lie, I have to tell you how I feel, cause Each time, I try it gets a little more unreal, you say my name, oh god I can't stop shaking, |
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Monday, January 10, 2011
 ask me why my title n post so opposite.. well tat's how i feel now around u.. so so so opposite.. sometimes i'm so curious on how m i gonna hide frm u.. all this feelings of mine.. killin my heart frm the inside.. y m i doin this..  its juz.. i need u so much.. i'm so head over heels for u.. but thnn... wat if wen i let tis all out.. it would jz ruin our relationship?? i really dun wan tat to happen.. yet i dun wanna keep feelings from eu.. n i dun wanna keep being sad n emo..  i gave u my heart.. i gave u my love.. i gave u almost everythin i have.. tat includes u noe wat i'm talkin bout.. but still.. y r u treatin me like tis.. y muz u do it... go behind my bak with another girll.. n lie to me to my face.. i din wanted to believe her.. but thn.. y muz u make all my disbeliefs come true..  every tear i cried.. is like every word i read.. it hurts me so badly.. i'm so dissapointed.. u missuse my trust.. how m i to face u the same way again.. i keep doubtin my trust to u now.. u keep tellin me tat ure mine.. ure forever mine.. who r u tryin to cheat.. me or all the other gurls u played wit.. i noe i may be d only 1 u love.. but i really wanna noe.. m i d 1 u really really trully love.. nomather how many fake love u play.. in d end.. i'll b d only real 1.? i jz wanna noe.. plz tell me.. i dun wanna b stuck in tis lovegame.. not noe-in d rules.. not noe-in how to play tis..  so tell me what should i do.. i love u.. i miss you.. all i wan is ur full attention now.. tat;s all i'm askin.. hope u could do it.. cz i already gave u mine.. will u giv ur time to me in return..? |
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Saturday, December 18, 2010
 wow.. its been so long since i've blog.. poor bloggie.. ok you muz be wonderin who is tat in d pic.. well its my new love.. JEREMY LEE HONG KI!! super hot!!! wohoo!! dun u agree? it was love at first sight.. <3 haha.. okay bak to reality.. THE REAL GUY THAT STOLE MY HEART.. SWEEP ME OFF MY FEET.. MAKE ME DROOL ALL OVER.. HAHA XD is this leng chai..  some1 i would say.. out of my range.. the last person any1 would think i would fall for.. but wat to do.. so handsome ma.. haha.. well.. fallin for him is not only bout looks.. but attitude is equally important.. after meetin my frens.. well they say he pass the test.. as long as he treats me well.. etc etc.. *old po po is like tat 1 lar.* newayz.. we became an item on 26th November 2010.. a great day to remmeber.. my face was all red.. haha.. at 5 sth.. nvr been happier.. its been some time since i've open my heart again.. i jz felt tat i could trust him wit tis.. oh yea.. i almost forgot.. i've been talkin bout him so long.. forgot to tell u his name.. his name is DANIEL WONG.. nice name huh. lolz.. i cnt believe i'm saying tis.. but I'M SO IN LOVE WIT HIM.. though its only been 23 days.. wow seriously.. so fast.. haha XD BUT STILL.. I LOVE HIM.. lao gong can b a pain in d ass at time.. yet he is cute n charming,.. idk wat more to say.. he's jz a great bf for now.. the sweetest thing is.. he would do most of the things i say.. i couldnt find him more sweeter.. i mean like.. he would go to d extend to do his hair like the korean guy i love..  get my point? well i think d colour is a little off though.. but well.. still the thought tat counts.. besides tat.. wat is new bout me is.. i currently got 3 new piercing.. gud girl gone bad., haha.. i'm loving it.. but well.. still got a reputatiion to jaga.. okay before i continue.. this sweet guy up there teman me pierce.. which i think is so sweet.. cz every piercing i got.. has the other half on his ear.. so sweet kan.. it really touched my heart.. well now i miss him so much.. screw his phone for being spoil.. he is like close to uncontactable.. wtf man... continue on.. so many things happen this hols.. lots more than i've expected.. i shall continue in my next post some other tym.. i'm damn tired n sleepy now.. nitez every1!! =) xoxo, cutegirl. ps: baby, i miss u so much.. u talk to me so less this days.. i feel so left out frm ur life.. u dun talk to me like u used to.. wat happen? wat has change? i noe u love me as much as i do.. plz tell me how u feel.. =( |
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Friday, October 8, 2010
 a had a weird dream ytd nite.. i was so surprise i dreamt of u.. pluz ur frens.. it is as if i'm in ur world.. well if i'm not mistaken.. it started of in a themepark.. somewhere high.. but it is not genting.. well it's my dream ryte.. i landed there by a boat.. met u at d entrance.. n went off to play. u were holding my hand.. it felt like i never wanna let it go.. thn we went to tis open field.. ppl were playin netball.. u wanted to join in.. so i waited for u to play. after awhile.. dad came.. ask me go ballet.. i didnt want to go.. but i had to leave u.. so i left wit dad.. halfway i bump into teacher saying no ballet.. so i ran bak n find for u... at that tym d themepark was closing.. it was nearly dark.. yet i was still determined to search for u.. i went onto a bridge n i saw u standin there.. as if u were waiting for me.. u called me to sit wit u on d bridge to watch d sunset.. it was so romantic.. i closed my eyes awhile.. n i woke up cz my phone rang.. at 4.45 in d mornin.. wth man.. i went bak to sleep.. d same dream all over again.. i was bak in d themepark.. but i was all alone.. searching for u everywhere.. yet no sign of u.. so i went bak to d resort we r stayin.. bak there.. it was like a shoppin mall.. somehow it also looks like an airport.. well.. watever it is.. i was pulled d emergency stairway.. where i saw u there again.. i was so trilled i finally found u.. u huged me.. somehow felt glad.. all ur frens were there too.. at that time i was holding an MPH voucher.. it kept reminding me to buy cleo magazine frm there.. so i told u i would be bak.. went to d nearest MPH.. got my magazine.. thn went bak n look for u.. u were gone again.. thn i got a text frm u that u hve went bak to ur room.. so i've waited.. wit some unknown dude.. wen u came.. wow.. u look damn charming.. ur hair gel'ed up jz like d 1st day i fall in love wit u.. i was like stunned.. but i was in d mess.. so as ur other frens.. they look like they r off to a party.. we talked awhile thn u guys gtg.. i beg u not to.. but u guys hve to leave.. i bersalam wit ur pet sis.. n u gave me a last kiss on d cheek n left.. i somehow cried.. soon every1 was gone.. i was all alone.. thn cheryl called.. ajak me out to eat mcd.. so i agreed.. wen bak up to my room.. ask dad n mum permission.. they agreed.. but thn we wanted to empire eat mcd.. they jz told me we could only eat in d hotel's mcd.. so weird but true.. i argued wit them like usual.. finally i said ok.. n went of to find cheryl.. it was a really bad situation.. i bump into marianne.. n she lead me 2 somewhere.. it looked like a ballroom.. so we took a look.. tat's wen i saw u.. u were wit some gurl.. at a dinner table.. but thn soon d bodyguard there.. pulled me away.. i wish i could c more.. thn finally i woke up frm my dream.. at 11.00 am seriously.. wat a dream.. couldnt describe it more.. but i think to myself.. i cnt deny d fact tat i still miss u.. though u r no longer wit me.. n eventhough not deep feelings.. but i really miss u.. cz d time spend together wit u even in tat 1 day.. n tat 1 special kiss.. i think till now.. still affects me alot.. i love u... *today was a fairytale - taylor swift* cnt wait to c u later.. if u r goin.. i hope u wnt run tis time.. xoxo,cutegirl |
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Monday, October 4, 2010
 its 10.. i'm finally up.. been wit u on d phone till 1.. its been 5 days like tat already.. tired but somehow worth it.. u told me ytd.. how complicated our relationship is.. wen d true fact that it is d simplest thing on earth.. y r u making it so complicated... u try to move to d next level wen u noe u cnt handle it.. ure jz stress-in urself up.. i feel so sad.. wen i cnt help u to feel better.. blamin myself for every pain in ur heart... it took u long to open up wit me.. i'm ready to handle it.. so bring it on.. giv it to me... u told me u cant stop loving me.. i told u i love u forever.. tat is enough already for me.. i couldnt ask for more.. cz after all we've been through.. its d most perfect love for me.. well tat's all i gotta say for now.. Every night it’s all the same You’re frozen by the phone You wait, something’s changed You blame yourself every day You’d do it again Every night Something bout love - David Achuleta xoxo, cutegirl |
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