We Will Be A Dream ♥

0 comment(s) / Friday, October 08, 2010

a had a weird dream ytd nite..

i was so surprise i dreamt of u..

pluz ur frens..

it is as if i'm in ur world..

well if i'm not mistaken..

it started of in a themepark..

somewhere high..

but it is not genting..

well it's my dream ryte..

i landed there by a boat..

met u at d entrance..

n went off to play.

u were holding my hand..

it felt like i never wanna let it go..

thn we went to tis open field..

ppl were playin netball..

u wanted to join in..

so i waited for u to play.

after awhile..

dad came..

ask me go ballet..

i didnt want to go..

but i had to leave u..

so i left wit dad..

halfway i bump into teacher saying no ballet..

so i ran bak n find for u...

at that tym d themepark was closing..

it was nearly dark..

yet i was still determined to search for u..

i went onto a bridge n i saw u standin there..

as if u were waiting for me..

u called me to sit wit u on d bridge to watch d sunset..

it was so romantic..

i closed my eyes awhile..

n i woke up cz my phone rang..

at 4.45 in d mornin..

wth man..

i went bak to sleep..

d same dream all over again..

i was bak in d themepark..

but i was all alone..

searching for u everywhere..

yet no sign of u..

so i went bak to d resort we r stayin..

bak there.. it was like a shoppin mall..

somehow it also looks like an airport..

well..

watever it is..

i was pulled d emergency stairway..

where i saw u there again..

i was so trilled i finally found u..

u huged me..

somehow felt glad..

all ur frens were there too..

at that time i was holding an MPH voucher..

it kept reminding me to buy cleo magazine frm there..

so i told u i would be bak..

went to d nearest MPH..

got my magazine..

thn went bak n look for u..

u were gone again..

thn i got a text frm u that u hve went bak to ur room..

so i've waited..

wit some unknown dude..

wen u came..

wow.. u look damn charming..

ur hair gel'ed up jz like d 1st day i fall in love wit u..

i was like stunned..

but i was in d mess..

so as ur other frens..

they look like they r off to a party..

we talked awhile thn u guys gtg..

i beg u not to..

but u guys hve to leave..

i bersalam wit ur pet sis..

n u gave me a last kiss on d cheek n left..

i somehow cried..

soon every1 was gone..

i was all alone..

thn cheryl called..

ajak me out to eat mcd..

so i agreed..

wen bak up to my room..

ask dad n mum permission..

they agreed..

but thn we wanted to empire eat mcd..

they jz told me we could only eat in d hotel's mcd..

so weird but true..

i argued wit them like usual..

finally i said ok..

n went of to find cheryl..

it was a really bad situation..

i bump into marianne..

n she lead me 2 somewhere..

it looked like a ballroom..

so we took a look..

tat's wen i saw u..

u were wit some gurl..

at a dinner table..

but thn soon d bodyguard there..

pulled me away..

i wish i could c more..

thn finally i woke up frm my dream..

at 11.00 am

seriously..

wat a dream..

couldnt describe it more..

but i think to myself..

i cnt deny d fact tat i still miss u..

though u r no longer wit me..

n eventhough not deep feelings..

but i really miss u..

cz d time spend together wit u even in tat 1 day..

n tat 1 special kiss..

i think till now..

still affects me alot..

i love u...

*today was a fairytale - taylor swift*

cnt wait to c u later..

if u r goin..

i hope u wnt run tis time..

xoxo,cutegirl

0 comment(s) / Monday, October 04, 2010

its 10.. i'm finally up..

been wit u on d phone till 1..

its been 5 days like tat already..

tired but somehow worth it..

u told me ytd..

how complicated our relationship is..

wen d true fact that it is d simplest thing on earth..

y r u making it so complicated...

u try to move to d next level wen u noe u cnt handle it..

ure jz stress-in urself up..

i feel so sad..

wen i cnt help u to feel better..

blamin myself for every pain in ur heart...

it took u long to open up wit me..

i'm ready to handle it..

so bring it on..

giv it to me...

u told me u cant stop loving me..

i told u i love u forever..

tat is enough already for me..

i couldnt ask for more..

cz after all we've been through..

its d most perfect love for me..

well tat's all i gotta say for now..

Every night it’s all the same
You’re frozen by the phone
You wait, something’s changed
You blame yourself every day
You’d do it again
Every night

Something bout love - David Achuleta

xoxo, cutegirl

0 comment(s) / Sunday, October 03, 2010

When I see your face
There's not a thing that I would change
Cause you're amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile,
The whole world stops and stares for awhile
Cause baby you're amazing
Just the way you are..

ok i'm suppose to be studyin..

but well so not in d mood tis days..

wat the hell is wrong wit me..

finals in less than 2 weeks..

n d only thing in my mind is u..

u left me ytd nite n d nite b4..

but i still 4gave u..

cz ur cute voice erase all d anger in me..

today u r tryin to flirt wit me all over again..

trying to cover ur mistakes..

yet. somehow i feel tat i'm so not in d mood to answer u..

my heart beats faster than usual wen ur message comes..

but tis unusual feeling..

it is damn weird la baby..

i love u n u love me too..

u me n god noes tat..

i thank u for taking bak ur thought of doubtin me..

i promise to take tis slow..

one step at a time..

hoping it will last forever..

maybe i shouldnt react like tat..

but lettin out my thoughts feel so gud..

i think now i should reply ur msg..

cz if not ure gonna be so worried..

tryin to keep all my weird feelings aside..

i should continue on my documentation now..

cz if not sure kena marah as dateline is coming near..

chem chap 9 exam tonight..

what should i do..

i havent started studying yet..

worrying..

worrying

worrying..

well tat's my life..

so before i sign off..

i would like to wish all d PMR STUDENTS..

GUD LUCK N ALL D BEST FOR YOUR PMR TOMOROW!!

xoxo, cutegirl..