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Monday, January 10, 2011
 ask me why my title n post so opposite.. well tat's how i feel now around u.. so so so opposite.. sometimes i'm so curious on how m i gonna hide frm u.. all this feelings of mine.. killin my heart frm the inside.. y m i doin this..  its juz.. i need u so much.. i'm so head over heels for u.. but thnn... wat if wen i let tis all out.. it would jz ruin our relationship?? i really dun wan tat to happen.. yet i dun wanna keep feelings from eu.. n i dun wanna keep being sad n emo..  i gave u my heart.. i gave u my love.. i gave u almost everythin i have.. tat includes u noe wat i'm talkin bout.. but still.. y r u treatin me like tis.. y muz u do it... go behind my bak with another girll.. n lie to me to my face.. i din wanted to believe her.. but thn.. y muz u make all my disbeliefs come true..  every tear i cried.. is like every word i read.. it hurts me so badly.. i'm so dissapointed.. u missuse my trust.. how m i to face u the same way again.. i keep doubtin my trust to u now.. u keep tellin me tat ure mine.. ure forever mine.. who r u tryin to cheat.. me or all the other gurls u played wit.. i noe i may be d only 1 u love.. but i really wanna noe.. m i d 1 u really really trully love.. nomather how many fake love u play.. in d end.. i'll b d only real 1.? i jz wanna noe.. plz tell me.. i dun wanna b stuck in tis lovegame.. not noe-in d rules.. not noe-in how to play tis..  so tell me what should i do.. i love u.. i miss you.. all i wan is ur full attention now.. tat;s all i'm askin.. hope u could do it.. cz i already gave u mine.. will u giv ur time to me in return..? |
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