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Friday, February 12, 2010
 hey every1.. as you all know.. tis is d month of love.. n many other special occasions.. but mostly full of love.. well.. 4 d past week every1 been recieving and giving many valentine's day gift.. as 4 me.. i gave out 2 36 special ppl.. n still in process 4 d greatest gift 4 my baby boy.. *shhh* its a surprise/secret.. i was touched by wat some of d bf do 4 their gf.. but thn.. i was still curious n excited.. but thn wat crushes me is.. watever i've been tryin 2 so 4 d past few days.. jz hurts me more.. n all i'm doin it 4 him.. i noe he did put in some "effort" buying a gift for me.. frm skool.. which i told him not 2.. but in d end i din recieve it.. tat wasnt wat i'm sad about.. its d look on his face i'm sad about.. i noe he "tried" n tat was it.. he's not goin 2 try anymore.. sometimes i think to myself.. izzit i'm not worth it? or izzit i'm askin too much? idk wat's on his mind.. but i hope he realises tat i'm hurt by his actions.. b4 its too late.. i've been tryin 2 tell him.. or even giv him clues about it.. but he jz doesnt seem 2 realise.. wat i'm aso curious about is.. y sometimes he could make me so happy.. n sometimes he unintentionly makes me so sad.. he is sweet at tyms.. n mean at tyms.. love is so complicated.. but most of d tyms at d end of the day.. i hope he could make me happy lyk he alwayz do.. tat will make my every effort of d day 2 him worth it,.. well this is all tat keeps my love 4 him strong.. hope ya'll enjoy it.. My love, There's only you in my life The only thing that's bright You're every breath that I take You're every step I make And your eyes Your eyes, your eyes They tell me how much you care you will always be My endless love Two hearts, Two hearts that beat as one Our lives have just begun Forever I'll hold you close in my arms I can't resist your charms Oh love I'll be a fool For you, I'm sure You know I don't mind 'Cause you, You mean the world to me I know I've found in you My endless love And, YES You'll be the only one 'Cause NO one can deny This love I have inside And I'll give it all to you My love My endless love its edited frm a song.. a very sweet love song.. tat keeps my heart wit love.. and gives it all to him.. nomather how hurt i m.. i will stay strong.. cz I love you, not for what you are, but for what I am when I am with you. Happy valentine's day every1!! hope ya'll have a great tym wit your love ones.. xoxo, cute girl. ps: If you love someone you would be willing to give up everything for them, but if they loved you back theyd never ask you to. i love you my cute lil baby boy 4ever and alwayz They say loving you gives pains and full of sacrifices But I'll rather take pains and lots of sacrifices than not to be love by you. |
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