Tuesday, June 1, 2010 0 comment(s) / Tuesday, June 01, 2010 gettin into trouble tat day... made me learn a great lesson.. n made me think deeply.. n so did u.. but since thn.. days hve been difficult for both of us.. many obstacles to face.. but u thn to giv up.. u gave up on us.. u erase the happy memories in ur thoughts.. we had a talk.. a deep deep talk.. n it started to prove me all wrong.. tat watever i chose to believe in.. u jz swept it all away.. i believe tat we would face this together.. nomather wat happens we will go through it.. but i was disspointed wen u told me.. u wanna face this alone.. i dunno whether to think its a gud thing or bad.. whether u were trying to protect me? or jz deleting me out of your life? u told me u wanted to separate wit me..  becuz u couldnt handle it.. n becuz u love me n din wanted to be dependent on me.. or vice-versa.. i dun understand wat were u thinkin.. u drift away frm me.. as if i'm all d problems to you.. we talk wit full of awkwardness.. with your down face trying to smile.. i asked you 2 give me two weeks.. for me to prove you wrong.. but honestly.. it was so difficult to change your mind set.. you say it everyday tat you love me.. yet u wanna stay away frm me.. linkin me to you.. izit such a great burdan? i'm jz trying to help.. cz i noe how it feels too.. i've been through watever you been through now.. not once but many times b4.. i noe i'm not well in handling this.. but at least i try to make d best out of it.. ure running away frm ur family becuz of all this.. but i dun c y u cnt face the problem. n jz tell them d truth.. wat more r u thinkin? i really wanna noe.. but it is jz so difficult.. with you closing all your walls to me.. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH.. does this mean anythin to you? cz everytym i say tis.. u show an expression as if those words r fake.. i wish some1 could tell me wat's goin on wit you.. where was d guy tat was deeply in love wit me..? ppl make mistakes.. n i believe tat learnin frm it makes a better person.. regretin frm it jz make things worse.. but is this mistake really a bad one.. till u have  to let me go.? i really wish you wouldnt.. cz all the times we share tis 1 whole year.. though there are many ups n downs.. it was d greatest.. i noe i could drive you up the wall.. make u noe place to crawl.. but in the end.. u still say u love me.. it took me long to realise all the sweet things you've done.. to be my no 1.. but i wish it wasnt too late.. cz now i appreciate every single thing you do.. even the worst of them all.. all i'm saying is.. i'm tryin my best to understand you.. but if you could jz help me.. look at your point of view.. make this whole relationship a whole brand new.. i miss those days where u make me smile.. n you smile bak to me too.. wat u wan me to do? i really nid a clue.. tell me sth.. anything.. b4 my time is up.. in less than 2 days.. i wanna show you how i can be.. the greatest love for u.. I LOVE YOU.. <3 xoxo, cutegirl..

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D name is Michelle Liew
Also known as Baby Shell Shell
Having my sweet 16 on 5th Feb 2010
Studyin in Smk Seafield
An average teenager
loves life,loves skool,loves her darling frens,loves all her bro n sis
not 4gettin my handsome LAO GONG *HEARTS*